The old way of life still remains.The Authors Collection

The downtown street of Enloe, Texas in 1897. Photo courtesy Jeff Duncan, Clara Foster Slough Museum
The downtown street of Enloe, Texas in 1897. Photo courtesy Jeff Duncan, Clara Foster Slough Museum

WE ARRIVED A HALF HOUR EARLY for the memorial service, so I drove past the church, through what is left of downtown Enloe, Texas, calling up memories from long ago and pointing out to wife Jan landmarks of my childhood and homes of people and businesses long gone. I’m not from Enloe, but I am from tiny Delta County, and that’s close to the same thing.

The Enloe State bank is shuttered now, moved to nearby Cooper, the county seat of Delta County (population about 2500). From the looks of things, Enloe would probably have to count dogs and cats to reach two hundred. The bank was robbed at least twice in the last half century as thieves saw its out-of-the-way location and lack of a police force as easy pickings. Besides the bank, Enloe had an operating cotton gin, a thriving seed processing plant, a restaurant, and a general store when my father borrowed his money there.

I got my first car loan at that shuttered bank. Carl Adams, (I think he was bank president), gave me a shirt-pocket-sized payment book. I mailed the book back to him with each payment. Carl would figure the interest and new balance, enter it in the book, and mail it back. I still have it, marked paid in full. A rush of memories almost brought tears to my eyes when we passed the closed bank again on our way back to the church. Daddy borrowed money there for crops, cattle, equipment, and sometimes . . . groceries. I recalled this scene from my first novel:

thumb.phpFrom Main Street in Enloe, Gray Boy and Jake looked through the front window of the Enloe State Bank at their father. Rance sat in a chair in the bank lobby close to the marble teller cages. He was restless, shifting his weight and drumming his fingers on the arms of the chair. Jake thought he looked worried, vulnerable, maybe even a little frightened. The check from the sale of the dairy cattle peeked from a bib pocket in his overalls.

I wonder if the way of life I knew as a child has vanished forever. I grew up near Klondike, and I don’t think that a single business from my childhood has survived there. I know that my children and grandchildren will never experience the type of hardscrabble but rewarding life I had growing up in an area that represents real country life—not just rural. I am a full-blood East Texas Country Boy and there are fewer and fewer following that trail.

When we parked and walked toward the Enloe Methodist Church for the memorial service, I took a closer look at the church I had never really observed before. It was old, but maintained well and possessed of great character and charm, built in 1919 after the previous one burned on Easter Sunday. My father’s family arrived in Delta County by covered wagon in 1918.

We were there for the service on the day before Easter Sunday.

When I saw a friend and schoolmate from my distant past entering the church, an unexplained wave of nostalgia brought an effect I can’t properly describe—a feeling of loss combined with a sense of pride in what we once had. Since it was close to the anniversary of the church’s burning, I wondered if the old church was putting forth some type of aura. But it was probably because the church resembles the ones in Klondike I am familiar with.

Jim H. Ainsworth
Jim H. Ainsworth

The inside was every bit as appealing as the outside, especially when it began to fill with familiar faces—some recent and current friends, but many from long, long ago. Memories almost overwhelmed me as I saw eyes, faces, and expressions that looked familiar, but drastically changed. I searched my memory for names and events associated with various people as they filled the pews. Others searched their memories as they looked at me. Faces were lined like mine, many backs bent, but they all still seemed full of Delta County grit, faces that had weathered adversity and still showed courage. And they were from all four corners of this tiny county.

Judy came over to give me a hug. She and I started first grade at West Delta together. As we walked in the school at the same time on that first day, Mother insisted that I give her one of my precious new pencils Daddy had bought from the charred inventory of the Trotman and Ward store that burned in Klondike. I didn’t feel the loss so bad when I discovered the erasers on the pencils were ruined. Then Freddie Mike, Judy’s brother, shook my hand and I was reminded of this scene from Rivers Flow:

The Indians loaded the bases in that first inning. When Jake advanced to third, Coach Simpson and Linc Little discussed strategy before Linc stepped into the batter’s box. Linc slammed the first pitch twenty feet beyond the left field fence for a grand-slam home run.

Freddie was the inspiration for Linc. Freddie and Judy are originally from Klondike, and Judy\ married Ted, an Enloe boy, the brother of Bob, the man we came to honor. Lanny, her oldest brother and also a great athlete, sat in the pew just in front of us. Those kinds of connections filled the small church. Bob’s family has deep roots in the community and I saw many other families represented who had been in the area for generations.

It’s hard to describe the actual memorial service. There was reverence without formality. I saw no ushers, no funeral director. As the pews filled, church members appeared with additional chairs. Flowers appeared and were carried to the front. A man played the piano without looking at sheet music or the keys, often carrying on conversations with the people seated behind him. He signaled a surprised member of the audience to come up and lead the singing. We sang two verses of Amazing Grace and I’ll Fly Away without hymnals.

When the minister stepped to the pulpit to present the obituary, he made a lighthearted joke about taking up a collection while he had a full church. I looked at the bulletin board that said attendance on Sunday last year was 23 and this year 24. Bob’s nephew, a minister and Judy’s son, delivered a warm and humorous eulogy for his uncle. Bob had been an outstanding athlete, family man, a gregarious friend to many, and a citizen who returned to his roots in his final years.

Outside after the service, I got a hug from a relative of Bob’s who had been my client many years ago. She and her husband were special, memorable people. They had invited Jan and me to their farm to pick roast’n’ ears almost thirty years ago. There were too many connections to recall here, too many faces that I connected to memories and not names and vice-versa.

After the service, an acquaintance from another state, impressed and surprised by the uniqueness, the genuineness, and the warmth of the service told me that gatherings like this reminded him why East Texas was his favorite part of the state. I started to explain the history of the old days of competition between Enloe, West Delta (Klondike), East Delta (Charleston), and Pecan Gap, schools long ago consolidated into Cooper. But well, you just had to be there back then to understand those jam-packed gyms and the friendly but intense rivalry between the four schools of Delta County.

As we drove away, I told Jan I would never forget the service. Maybe it was the way that folks just knew that church members would step up to the plate with food, chairs, music, and whatever else was needed in spite of the absence of a funeral director. Maybe it was that feeling of celebration of life rather than sorrow at death that many services talk about, but few achieve. Maybe it was because I lamented about a way of life that is vanishing while rejoicing because Bob’s services proved that some of it still remains.

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  • Caleb Pirtle

    Jim, it’s always sad to see small town America fading away, but the core values and the old way of life will linger for a long time.

  • Darlene Jones

    I could see the small town in Saskatchewan where I was born as I read this. I haven’t been there for many years. Your blog gave me a yearning to go there once again.

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